Suckish Day

Wad kind of ending for the month of April.

Just came back from lunch, alone. Cos i refuse to ask my partner if he wanna go for lunch too.
SO irritated at him.
Kao. his work like so many mistakes.
then ask him one simple thing also dont get respond.
Dulan.
Still act like one pain in the ass.
While i was away from my table, he even copy my research! Omg. Ass.

Cant get too angry now. too full liao.
but he seriously irritating lo!
to the extend that i'm going crazy.
INSANE.

Went to ask the senior staff if he's going for lunch but he say he's going on-site.
So, well.. lunch is fated to be alone.
but i'm fine with it, i dont care.

Eat at my own sweet pace, can digest better.
Chi bao jiu smoke then stroll and smoke.
Hahaha! best break.

Seriously, dont understand him man..
7 days of work alrdy and he's only punctual for once.
the rest, he's like late?!
I think the time i reach earlier, is enough to cover his late and still got more time to spare.
He usually reach like.. 8.45/8.50?
and i reach like, 8?
Irritating. .___.
We'll see when we start talking, cos idrgaf bout it.

ARGH. way to ruin my happy day.

Meeting netter after work at Nex today for dinner.
Word to describe: Sian.
Go so far just to meet for awhile.
If i got no train concession, i swear i wont go man!

Right. Off to toilet, smoke then back to work.

Loves,
Caitlin

The only thing that let the memories run like you're with me.

The song repeats on the playlist as the one and only song.

Everyday, I fight back the urge to call or text you.. because i know if you do, you would.

You still make me smile. Even though you are the main reason why i'm upset.

Been reading too much of quotes. haha.
Well, they are original..except the third~


Rex just fb-msged me.
He asked why I smoke.
Still say last time promise him that i wont smoke.
so instead, i asked him why he care..
i nvr knew that i still exist in his life..

That's life.. full of surprises.

Fingers crossed that I wont skip lunches this week.
Mood seriously bad these few days. Sigh.
and the wisdom tooth is hurting me like a biatch.
Must stop smoking soon.. but the work at internship is.. );

18 more weeks to leave internship..
Hard to wake up so early for work.
No reason to look forward to work.
It's just boring me with the modules i dislike the most.
Why am i not in designing or engineering.. ):
My life would have been better.. than doing fm. -.-
Designing.. ):
Designing.. ):
GAHHHH, WADEVA.
Off to slp T.T

Loves,
Caitlin

____ing you might be an understatement.

Work is seriously..fml.

Moving on~~ haha.
Given my horrible condition, i wanted to give last night a miss..
so i joked to my friend that if i get a free ride home, i'll go.
and i got it. .__.
oh well.. i went.
Guess it was too big group, we got separated.
and i..went with another group of guys i met there.
all nsmen.
the guy in red checkered was sweet, but the one that kept talking to me was the one in white.
we went to the dancefloor tgt and i failed miserably finding for my other friends. seriously, where did they go man!
while dancing, the checkered guy gave me a light stick so i wont get lose. haha.
cos before that when i lost my friends,
i was finding for them.. and they brought me out to find my friends.
after i gave up hope finding for them, since i saw two of them grinding each other..
i guess i know wad the others are up to alrdy. haha!

last night was the only night i smoked so little. cos my cigg nt with me! ):
but well, phuture/zouk is indeed a nice place to go~
however, zouk seemed to have alot of ang moh.. not really safe to go thr. went for awhile only.

Girls picture before going in!
Well, the guys were outside :p

Wasn't in the mood to club, but well.. i guess it was fun.
I swear that dress was damn short. .__.
and that mere was telling me, whr got whr got.

And after clubbing:

End of Story

Loves,
Caitlin