Seventh Month !

Today is the second day of the lunar seventh month.
Can you believe it? i worked on the first night of the seventh month !
if i knew it was already the seventh month, i doubt i would have agreed to work.

Worse thing, i invited Andrea to study with me overnight at the airport..
and she didn't realised that the seventh month had started until she saw those red candles along the pavement.

Work was alright, as usual.
Not much diff and i dont feel anything this time, hehe !

I wonder if i can really study finish what i need to study during my work..
Sighh.

Hope my period dont come now, or else i can't focus at night! D:
and my papers would fail and i'll die ! D:

pray pray pray pray pray ~ ):

Yesterday was the first day of the seventh month and also the last day of the semester, good thing hurh?
I guess i ruined the cool and short day.
But well, i still didn't regret (okay, abit..) leaving.
I know things might not be the same, i know we wont be as close..
but tbh, i dont mind.
I've expected this to happen.
Everytime we sit down and thrash things out, nobody says anything..
I know i'm not active in projects this sem, and everyone's covering up my part..
Dont i feel guilty? but that's not the point.
well, we'll see if the next thrash out session actually works..
because i'm tired of settling these things.
always am.
perhaps, it's my fault.. but okay wadeva.

Chatted with Andrea while studying ysd,
we were talking about GPAs.
does it actually matter how much you get and how much your friend gets? the main point is still the exams, which you have to take alone..
why bother trying to drag ppl down so that you can reach higher?
But well, i just wanna grad with a 3.0 and i have no intention to go uni. so fight all you want.

My family isn't very well off, so wad?
at least i earn my own spendings, school trips, school fees and wadeva.
i'm broke, so?
I'm rich with experience in different work fields.

shall head for bed now, and off my phone!

PEACE !

Too little time!

There's so many thing i would like to do..
but now, i just have nothing to do but to sulk and save money.

Sighh..
Europe's confirmed, which means moreeeee money needed !!
can you believe it? I've really emptied my bank D:

Burning

Had a quick beer just now, didn't finish it already lightheaded.
haha, guess i'm too tired.

Dulan sia.
My mum made a bet with me whether LKY is dead anot.
I said he's not and she insist he is cause of all the stupid rumours..
now she refuse to give me the $100 bet.
bullshit pls. -.-
Damn irritated.
and she can talk to me like though no such thing happen.
IRRITATED x2
wadeva.

Feeling a little pain now, damn.
must be the alcohol on empty stomach.
weak me, idiot, stupid.

Looking forward to tomorrow night, hope everything turns out fine.

Life's back to normal, even better.

Finally i'm back !
doubt i'm gonna update frequently too.
shall concentrate on studies le. hehe.
perhaps, maybe, i dont know.

The relatives are gone, i got my room back~
since it's a neat and tidy now, i shall try my very best to keep it this way.

Went to pluck the irritating wisdom tooth out yesterday.
Thanks to my mum, i ran around yishun and ang mo kio D:
ran for four clinics and finally settled in the last one!
waited for another 3 hours before it was my turn..
the whole session took about 1 hour!
the injecting the numbing liquid and blah blah.
omg, totally cannot feel my right side mouth,
damn scary !
when he started to cut the gum, i think i'm going to die D:
not that i feel anything, but.. can you imagine people cutting your gums like that?!
when he attempted to pull the tooth out, he made alot of sound like CRUSHING the tooth !
i was praying hard for him to pull the correct tooth or i might just cry and die.
when he pulled halfway, the pain was tremendous !
then he jabbed me again..
when he pulled again, i felt the pain again..
and he jabbed me again.
in total, he jabbed me four times ! my goodness..
when he finally pulled it out, i rinsed and saw alot of blood! eeew..
then i tot it was almost done..
then i realised the curved needle and string on his hand.. omg.
he sewed my gums back !! D:
DISGUSTING.
and i have to find him again two weeks later..
damn D:
which is like study week? .___.
sighhh..
but well, he might not be very good.. but he's damn cheap. $250 ! the others i went to check were like..350-750? seriously..
okay, wadeva.
p-a-i-n. ):

Slept in till 1+pm today, damn shiok !
shall get started on my projects now !!
ohh errr, after i get a bathe ! :D

Life's gonna get better, maybe..
cos i'm cutting down on my works..which means less income, but well.. i really hope i got enough money for the trip to Europe in Sept !