Poly Life, perhaps not my cup of tea

It's the bottom time in my life again.

To be honest, just tell me in my face if you dont wan me to do anything kay?
If you're going to change all my work, then why waste my time and do.
It's not saying that i find it a waste of time to do projects, but if you're not going to use it.. it's a waste of my time and indirectly telling me that my work is barely passable to presentable.
Changing report and not telling me anything..am i still in the group?
The moment when i open a document, i see this changed and that changed and i know nothing..
i dont feel bad? thanks for making me feel useless and guilty for not doing anything for the project.
Adding work on last minute, i also never say anything.
Maybe the additional work can cover up what i'm supposed to do but didnt get a chance to.

Not only is projects screwing up, even internship group is.
We said to register as a group..now one went off to try CAG, and another one for another hotel.
Leaving two people in the group..serious?
After discussing so much..
so now wad, i'm supposed to leave and find my own internship?

Nowadays, go school also sian.
Dont even feel like talking to anyone.
Whatsapp sound non-stop.
So irritating.. why cant people stop talking to me, why cant they sense that i dont wish to converse with them?

i need a night out, i need a drink, i need a smoke, i need to get drunk, i need to pop some pills, i need to cut, i need to feel.. I need a rest.

My life isn't as happy-go-lucky as you think it is.
Stop fucking judging me.
You've not been through what I've been..
You are a well-sheltered, well-fed kid, i'm not. so stfu.

Just another Friday Night

Met with Daryl and Ian for pool yesterday!
At TPY snooker zone..
Uncle never work le, so sian.. no more cute uncle make milo for me.
went off around 7pm for dinner at dhoby!
Hot tomato again, hehe!
Met up with Lynette~~ she gave me cookies! hehe.
After dinner, we went Clarke Quay for a drink.
Ohh, we went Eskibar :D
again! hehe.
then there was a trans there.. quite pretty lo!
then she keep talking to us :s
after the drink, we started playing truth or dare..
haha, i took dare and kissed that trans.
ohhhhh~~ HAHAHA.
(Well, not as bad as another friend to went to grind a guy..when he's a guy. HEHE)

I finally got to hear from you personally..
3 years and finally i hear it.
Took long enough.
I've never believed in your excuse..
I believe it's the other reason.
But wadeva it is, i got the message.

Time for flea at Scape, bye!

Loves,
Caitlin

PLAN YO

Alright, starting from today.. then plan startsssss! :D

Gonna save for 5 years, hehe!
Shall save $100 every month and at least $1.2k each year until 2017 Dec!
Weeeheee!!!

Next Stop, EUROPE!

Rich ppl, pls donate funds to 241-24706-6 posb savings kayyy.

HAHAHAHAHA. And whoever owes me MONEY!

So looking forward to it! HEHE!

SAY CHEESE!

Loves,
Caitlin

Brand New Year

I'm not going to cry myself to sleep anymore.

Ended my job at Gongcha unofficially on 28th Dec!
Like finally :x
And a new job at Buona Vista!
Hopefully it's not bad.
Tbh, i rather not having any friends going over.
cos i believe i'll treat them like any other customers.
Quite irritating, but yes.
and i dont give any fuck. -.-

Countdown was bullshit, oh yeah.
No mood to drink, no mood to club.
Boring shit.
Just enjoyed that minute when i meet you for xmas present.
i really love it :)

Wearing it makes me feel heartwarming..brings back memories :'D

School started today, sian max?
Went school for an hour only!
Then bimp drea and sebas went smoking tgt after school..so temptedddddd..
after school jiu go home le.
dont feel like studying ):

See you sooooon!

Loves,
Caitlin