Yeah Yeah

Competition is finally over! :D
and I'm quite a happy girl now! :p

After competition, Peiyan and I went Lau Pa Sat for lunch/dinner! hehe.
then we went Suntec to shop~~
And we bought a present for our teacher for the upcoming festival, CHRISTMAS!
It's awesome.

Been quite busy recently with performance, projects, assignments, competition, concerts~~
Ahhhh~~~~
oh well.. life still goes on.

TBH, the assignments this time is rather straightforward..
I'm just too lazy to think and type so chimly.
sighh.

Anyway, I've just cleared my desktop! :D
next, shall be my room.. SOON!

Just received my newly-purchased necklace, bangles and ear ring!
omg, the ear ring is damn nice! Love it max! hehe.

Bought some Xmas presents for my close friends too!
Pocket gonna burn a big big hole.
Damn..

oh, and i've just bought something to pray a little luck on!
hope it happen! :D
shall see on saturday!

And i might be heading Pioneer CO on this coming saturday! hehe.
Lion King full medley, awesome or wad!
but i believe it's hard ):

okok, last but not least!
Internship next semester!! WEEEEEE..
I really hope Mr Ong uphold his words and let me intern there!
All the 'good-in-designing-and-none-other-modules' ppl are interested too! :D
HEHEHE.
and the office is in Novena i think! AWESOME x999!

Alright, shall turn in now!  Happiness overload.
Reality check, assignments and projects not done.
K.A.Y

Loves,
Caitlin

I've changed!

I dont know how to say.. I'm thinking more, caring less. hmm.. however you put it as.

Pay is finally in today! But i lost my DBS iB Secure device.. so another twenty bucks is gone! D:
Keep thinking of buying stuffs..
first thing i bought with my pay, is portable charger..
okayys.
then tomorrow going Causeway to buy that sweat from uniqlo, $40! D:
and i have to buy flats for the upcoming performance, cos mine spoil le~
i keep wanting to buy this and that.. i feel so..unlike me. haha.

Was on the way home.. suddenly i think of the straws.
haha, i mean it's a common and insignificant thing.. but..
i remember once my ex-colleague told me.. eeyer, the straw got no plastic covering! so unhygienic.
Just because gongcha's straws always have packaging..and when we have no stock..they dont, means he wont drink..
Then wad about the normal shops that sell drinks in school? ain't the straws all in the box, isnt that as unhygienic..
or rather, your expectation in life is higher and you refuse to go back to your previous low standard?

am i turning like that?

yesterday during practice.. i was thinking.
Just because one thinks he/she is very good in something and nobody corrects him/her.. he/she would start to feel very superior, would start to feel proud..
am i behaving that way?
no one ever seems to correct me.. they just sing praises.
wad can i do.. smile and say no lurh..
maybe they aint telling the truth..
tbh, i really dunno where my standard is..
because no one has actually strived before..
I've forgotten the times when we all try and compete each other in practice songs..
now, i'm on my own..
with just my teacher and i..
if she dont correct me, if she dont tell me the truths.. i'm dead.

sometimes, even when my teacher praises me..
i doubt.
i'm afraid.
Afraid that it was just to humour me and make me buck up..
i dont dare to believe, i dont dare to trust..
wad should i do..
sighh..

Gonna head for bed.
Feeling lightheaded the whole day, dizzy when i stand.
oh well, i might be just overly tired.
haha.
Gonna turn in now, though it's just 7.35pm!

Loves,
Caitlin