Because..

Happy Chinese New Year to you!

 

My fave outfit for cny, but i wore it before it even started. hehe! oh well~

Things have changed so much since I've last blogged.
Picked up smoking not long ago..
ahh, well.
no excuses can make up for this grave mistake.
actually, till today.. i still dont understand the joy of smoking.
perhaps one day i would :)
till then..

Recently hang out with my friend that stays one storey higher than me..
met her friend few days back.
hmm.. he like her but doesnt wan to confess..
but the funny thing is that he keeps asking me if she really likes him.
she kept dropping hints to him, so why not?
i mean, if the girl likes you then she'll keep dropping hints right?
retarded question..
i told him that she hinted liking him before.
then he kept asking wad she said..
how would i remember!
then he say i cfm bluff him and promise her not to utter a word.
my god. i can seriously puke blood to prove that i really dont remember.
sigh.
then another friend also..
like my friend jiu ask her for number and whatever not uh!
why keep asking me bout her.
you can be a little more insensitive.

serious man..
wad's with them asking me all these.
kinda make me feel frustrated.
annoyed is an understatement.

perhaps i'm too used to being made use of.. i can really tell wad the person's intentions are.
like another friend of mine..
use her openness and keep seducing guys.
play with them, make them fall for her, make them pay and the story goes on..
after awhile, bored le jiu break or stop contacting.
seriously girls?
you can do much better than that.

is it just me or the people around me are just not on the same wavelength.
oh well, life goes on.

today was really hectic.
drea stayed over last night to do project, but we didnt finish anything and worse still..
i fell aslp!
my grpmate had to do my part for me :x
so guilty :/
then went school to submit mc in the afternoon..
met up with ivan for lunch at lenas.
then rushed back to woodlands and bought a puppy toy for Kenny's Moneyboy.
went Kenny's house and played with his puppy till 10pm~
then we went 888 for his dinner..
slacked awhile and talked bout music.. then i went back 888 to meet prass for her dinner.
arnd 12+am, met up with jiner and her friend for their supper..
throughout, i didnt even eat anything :x
and now, regretfully.. i'm hungry at 4.44am ):
gonna sleep soon :D
if i feel tired enough.
still have to wake up early tmr to prepare cny eve prayer.
*yawn*

gotta stop smelling my fingers..
those cigg smell *roll eyes*
actually, i still dk why i start smoking.
maybe because of those several reasons ba.

I dont need anyone to like me. I dont live to please.
So, stop making use of me to woo a lady.
I have no duties to help you get a girl.
Grow some balls and confess.

Utterly disappointed at myself, my friends and this crazy world.

Love,
Caitlin