Saturday 6 October 2012

Nothing is free, including feelings

Well, everyone knows that when you lose something, you'ld gain something in a way or another..
And you'll definitely lose something and gain something in every moment of your life.

When you buy something, you gain happiness and the item but you lose your money.
True enough?

After the trip from Europe, i guess the 'friends' i made there werent really friends afterall..
well, not that i know them.. haha.
Ever since the end of the trip, I've been rather disgusted at new friends..well.
Trust was the issue, okay. Shall talk bout it next time ba :)

When i came back, everyone around me started to get attached..
i guess, these 8 days does make a difference.. haha.
Not that i mind, but it's sorta upsetting in a way ba.
But nonetheless, i'm still unaffected. haha !
Meet up with Darling and Yongteck for dinner on the second night i came back, which was 1 Oct.
Was rather reluctant to join them as Yongteck and I didnt really had a great relationship in sec sch life.. haha.
Well, i thought it's over for quite long and i guess he isn't as childish as some ba.
So i joined, well.. abit awkward in the starting..
but after 3 dinners, i guess we're friends now. haha.
tbh, so what if he's from nt?
it doesnt matter, cos we are still humans..
and academic is just a part of life.
So wad if one is smarter or richer?
We all have four limps, a head and wadeva.. wad makes the richer and smarter to be better?
Well, we hanged out for these few nights and been through some stuffs..
i guess.. he wasn't as bad as i thought he was, as i said.. unlike some. hahaha.
well, we two know who can le. hehe!

Met up with Kenny for dinner yesterday :D
He's quite funny, haha!
Well, we know each other for 10-11 years but we werent close till 08 or so.. haha!
I was his living nightmare then, oops!
We grew up in the same orchestra, it was the best time of my life!
We chatted for veryyyy long.. till i had to use the toilet, so we went toilet and headed home..
i didn't realise that it was alrdy 3+am!
Guess we really had alot to chat hurhh. haha.
we just shared music, memories, and laughters tgt.
the feeling was awesome..
then he sent me home ^^
and here i am, reaching home at 3.40am~

Feeling abit better after the Europetripthing..
Well.. i guess 'losing' those friends doesnt really affect me badly.
gaining friends are still better, especially friends that make you feel comfortable to be around with..
Friends whom let you be who you are..
I love this feeling now.

Feel like getting a headphone, hehe! Shall keep a lookout and get one next month after i get my pay!
 
Loves,
Caitlin

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