Because i fear..

Dont compare me with other girls, I feel inferior.

Maybe things would go smoothly, maybe things would go rocky.
Like we said, we are on the same pole.. therefore we repel.
How we come back together would depends on how hard we try.
I dont feel secured..maybe not yet.
I dont know, i dont dare to think so far..

我怕我做的不够好, 不比她好..
有时候觉得放弃更容易.
因为怕, 我不敢..
或许..或许..

Finally quit my Gongcha job, Morgonfield job, M1 job and wadeva bullshit jobs i had.
Then..Beauty Empire called me to start work, SIGH.
I thought i could live some life of a 无业游民.. there goes my holiday, again.
oh well, more pay = shopping!

Craving for pizza so badly..but it's so fattening. Tsk.

These few days.. the people around me are so qianda pls.
I say dw eat dw eat, then all keep asking me to eat. sian ):
like that how to jian fei.
esp the mother at home, irritating to the maximum point i swear!
everyday soup soup soup soup soup soup. ARGH.

Exactly one month nvr update le..
lazy me is just lazy. oh well.
one month later jiu start internship le..
one word to describe..SIGH.

Nothing much to update.

Wanting to go overseas so badly~ a getaway from this horrible place.
Shall find a nice place and go alone. Hohoho.
May i rest in peace in that foreign country.
Hongkong sounds good~ but so ex >:

Aish, wadeva.

I need a shopping trip soon. >:
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Loves,
Caitlin