Naive

Perhaps doing all these things are pointless..
It's just making an empty try.

sighh, how do i even put it to words?
because i want the people who helped me to be happy, that's why i do such things..
maybe i'm still as naive as the past few times i scolded myself.

How to change.. i dont know.

perhaps, i really exceeded the boundary.
haha, okayy.
i shall put an end to it then..
because idk what i can do.

i feel stupid. i feel redundant. i feel like an idiot.

take away my feelings so i can't feel anything.

make me heartless.