Tuesday, 10 July 2012

Friday, 6 July 2012

Sense the sarcasm please.

First, you start your statement with an unknown grp of people then you ask an obvious question.
Are you so not bonded with us that you dont even know wad we usually do?

Secondly, i asked if you are free on those two days to help for the performance.
You just replied that you can't for the first day, then wad about the second day?
So i asked if you can make it for the second day or not, and you replied 'can?'
wad the fuck is the question mark. how do you wan me to know if you can make it or not, i'm not your nanny for goodness sake.

So now you reply and tell me you can, then the next minute cannot. Can you fking hell make up your mind? Are you that dense?

Last! Puke blood please.
JC student, year 2, ex-triple science.
Seriously.. no common sense?
Gave you the address and you went to google till a Chicago place and still can ask me how to go?
are you blind? .__.
Told you i got no lesson tomorrow, and my form is with the teacher.. how to insist that you want to submit my form with yours together? -.-
and the money and half of the forms are with me, and i'm not free to meet you..
how can you submit mine tomorrow.
sometimes i wonder.. other than music and studying, wad else can you do?
where's your brain used on man..
Everytime i talk to you, i'll lose my temper once..
REALLY..
my goodness. -.-

Happiness

I cannot disagree that I had fun in school..
but seriously, of the many people i talk to in school..
how many of them know me, as in really know me?
less than 10? and those are either my woodlands friends or my colleagues.
yeahh.

Today admin ask me, why dont you bond with the people in co?
why should i when i prefer to be alone and have peace with the music?
i sound like a bitch alright, but seriously..
i prefer silence during practice than chit chatting..
worse still when they are all in cliques, school clique.
lol.
you know wad i'm referring to.
Domination.
not that i really bother, but if you're marking me down for that.. i'm telling you now.
i dont care, lol.

To me, i would do everything i can for you if i regard you as my friend.
i guess poly just shows me the reality of human beings..
too scary.
too hideous.

To be honest, you are merely a person i know in school.
You have no rights to tell me wad to do and wad not to do.
If you know me well, you wouldn't have said those words.
and please, you are the one being insensitive.

Dont talk about sensitivity.
I rather i stay 'over-sensitive' as i always am, rather than being insensitive and calling ppl INsensitive.

You heard me.

Tonight, will be the night i join back Gongcha again.
Dont go 'oh~ she lied about quitting gongcha' and stuffs.
yeah, i was totally on the verge of quitting gongcha once and for all..
but the environment is alright.
just got bored of the job..
if you actually sit down and think about it.
the pay is totally worth the boredom.
8/hr to rot, serve a couple drinks, wipe the floor, throw rubbish to the garage and do the GC milk.
i think it's worth!
the nasi lemak from the Peranakan cafe is nice too :p
perhaps, next door yogurt sounds nice too :x
hehe.
totally foody nights man !!
and starting from next week onwards,
i would be working on Friday and Saturday nights ! :D
11pm to 8am.
then Sunday morning go teacher's place for erhu lesson..
haha.
packed enough? lol.
sleeping time...hmmm.. we'll see.
Just pray hard and hope that I can get the Europe trip ~ ^^

shall go finish my proposal editing and tns journal entry!
hehe, bye <3

先苦后甜
我能维持下去多久呢?

Wednesday, 4 July 2012

Bad habit

Popping one sleeping pill after another, waiting impatiently for the effects to kick in.
i know they wont work that fast, but i just wanna push it further.
perhaps i shall leave half for the next night..
or maybe i'll have a long sleep tonight and not wake up.
haha.
feeling pessimistic? yeahh.

shall head for some dhasedyl syrup to get high, haha..
seriously, i should study medication instead :p

missing eating my sec 4 tablemate's nurofen pills in class..
hahahaha..

i know overdosing is not good..
but have you tried and gotten high before?

hehe.




Loves.