Cutting

Sometimes people cut themselves, not because they want to die.
These people sometimes has no control over what they want and dont want to do.
Some people cuts to make themselves feel again, while some for attention.
Or maybe a minority has other reasons.

What are your views on people who cut themselves?

Look down on them or encourage them?

Having thoughts since i've completed my Psychology exam today !

Loves,
DS.

Memories are chasing you

Long term memory :o

Last wed, 25 jan, i went Tampines for a movie with my gf..
On the way up to buy the tickets, i saw someone looking very familiar..
The moment she turned around, i had no ways to avoid.

That day was her 21st birthday, so i just wished her and hurried off.
Beside her was her boyfriend, Aunt July and his husband..
Those people..are family members of his.

After we got the tix, we headed to the basement to get food to smuggle into the theatre..
back at the same place, his parents and grandfather was there too..
was sort of glad that he and his girlfriend were not around.
i dont think i can take it.

These two years..whenever i see someone who looks like you, my heart would skip a beat.
then i will remember the day i 'chanced' upon you, under your block.
stupid much? haha !!

foolish old me~

sometimes,
I can't help but to look through our photos again..
I would think to myself, why was i so stupid to be with him?
If one day, i see him.. what will i do?
Does he remember me?
Does he remember my pain?
Does he hate me?

Sometimes, i really think too much.

Love,
DS.

Weird thinking

Honestly, i have no idea how my brain works.
In terms of studies, not many teachers understand the way of how i study..even if i myself dont know~
but those teachers are normally the ones i like, haha !

To me, clearing doubts is more important than understanding..because i can't understand the norm way the teachers teach..
which ends up with, new ways of solving the maths questions or another way of looking at the questions.

From primary school, maths has been my best subject.. seldom or almost never failed.

But in poly, i'm barely passing.
Yesterday, i had my last quiz of this semester..
and i did it easily, and i believe i can get a pass or maybe even a higher than pass grade..

Why? cos i asked my friend for help the night before..
He was rather patient, and was fine with my weird questions and examples..
He cleared like 90% of all my doubts on those chapters..awesome?!
Yeah, and so i completed my paper without cheating! :p
Not that i always do, but normally i will try and sneak for help~
Or else, empty paper will be submitted.

Why do i think so differently? Things are just so straight forward!
I really have no idea..

Hope my exam papers wont be hard, *finger crossed*

Loves,
DS.

Busy with 'Coping'

What is this world coming to !
Everyone's rushing here, rushing there..
making sure that the things they do are the fastest/shortest way.
for example, you're going to this particular place..
you will check the google map and find for the shortest way to reach there.

For me, travelling is the best time for you to rearrange and clear your thoughts..
Thinking and making decisions.

Exam's starting in another 20+ days and i've barely finished my own projects, how to study !
Please dont fail, please dont fail! ohmygod, 1 more month to FREEDOM ! can't wait !

Will upload some photos when i'm free!

Short post for today then!

Loves,
DS.